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August 20 Lene Marlin: A Place Nearby MikoKriszty. Has. Officially. Found. THE. Saddest. Song. On. Earth. While reading the saddest fan fiction on Earth nontheless: Last chance, Last dance. MikoKriszty is a bit ashamed to admit: She had been crying until she used up 7 paper tissues. She's even more ashamed to admit: listening to the song made her cry even a week after reading the fic. It's just that sad. Another important factor: MikoKriszty never cries over a fan fiction. (Okay, not counting those... 5 times. But considering the amount of fanfics she has read (at least a 1000) the crying's limit is nearing zero). ... Okay, okay. Here's the song. Stop poking me already. Sheesh. Lene Marlin: A Place Nearby I entered the room Sat by your bed all through the night I watched your daily fight I hardly knew The pain was almost more than I could bear And still I hear Your last words to me Heaven is a place nearby So I won't be so far away And if you try and look for me Maybe you'll find me someday Heaven is a place nearby So there's no need to say goodbye I wanna ask you not to cry I'll always be by your side You just faded away You spread your wings, you had flown Away to something unknown Wish I could bring you back You're always on my mind About to tear myself apart You have your special place in my heart, always Heaven is a place nearby So I won't be so far away And if you try and look for me Maybe you'll find me someday Heaven is a place nearby So there's no need to say goodbye I wanna ask you not to cry I'll always be by your side And even when I go to sleep I still can hear your voice And those words I never will forget Heaven is a place nearby So I won't be so far away And if you try and look for me Maybe you'll find me someday Heaven is a place nearby So there's no need to say goodbye I wanna ask you not to cry I'll always be by your side A thought just occured me... When I die, I want this song to be played at my funeral. Seriously. August 04 Natasha Bedingfield: UnwrittenI have loved this song for a very long time, and today I downloaded it.  Natasha Bedingfield: Unwritten I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your innovations Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inner visions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten The rest is still unwritten The rest is still unwritten Oh, yeah, yeah July 22 For I have taken her lips (Jigoku Shoujo/Hell girl fan fiction)For I have taken her lips I knew it would come down to this. (they’re crawling, oh god, I feel my stomach, I actually feel my insides) Even though I was aware that eternal doom and suffering would be my reward, I still had to do it. I regret nothing. I feel knives drive in my back, then turn into disgusting bugs and start feasting on my flesh. I do not scream; but I flatter myself not. It’s not my willpower that saves me from the sharp voice… It’s the fact that I am able to scream no more. (no, please, don’t, it hurts, it hurts so much) An eternity ago, when I had just got here, I did… I shrieked and cried and shouted and pleaded and yelled and finally whimpered and whispered until I destroyed my vocal cord. It only took a day and a half in my new… Residence. Hell. It took some time getting used to this place. In the beginning I cried a lot, and tried to rid myself from all the endless and consuming pain – only to calm down and somewhat get used to it. (pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease) One can never get used to this, after all… Of course I still plead for all this to stop – but I only wish for the pain to go away. If someone came up to me and told me that they could save me, but it would cost me my memory of that one experience – I would laugh out loud, and tell them to piss off. For Hell is worth it. Even though I think I have lost my smile – I cannot feel my lips, I cannot feel anything but pain – I have not regretted it for one second. Not when I was thrown in hot lava, not when corpses were feasting on my refusing body, not when I hallucinated my loved ones suffering. (why don’t I ever pass out? why can’t I sleep? my body is so exhausted, I feel like I die again and again) I have lost my mind pretty quickly. No one could endure this AND still remain sane. Sooner or later, everyone end up losing it. Even in my confused mind, whenever I think about it, I still know – and I suspect this is my only sane thought –: if the situation arose again, I would do exactly the same. I tasted the forbidden fruit. I am a weak man, for I could not resist a temptation. And I’m a fool, for I feel no regret. For I have taken Enma Ai’s lips. July 17 The Offspring: Kristy, are you doing okay?I FOUND MY OWN SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Offspring: Kristy, are you doing okay? There’s a moment in time, And it’s stuck in my mind, Way back, when we were just kids... Cause your eyes told the tale Of an act of betrayal... I knew that somebody did... Oh, waves of time Seem to wash away The scenes of our crimes... But for you this never ends... Can you stay strong? Can you go on? Kristy are you doing okay? A rose that won’t bloom, Winter’s kept you... Don’t waste your whole life trying To get back what was taken away! Though the marks on your dress Had been neatly repressed, I knew that something was wrong... And I should have spoke out, And I’m so sorry now, I didn’t know... Cause we were so young... Oh, clouds of time Seem to rain on Innocence left behind... And it never goes away... Can you stay strong? Can you go on? Kristy are you doing okay? A rose that won’t bloom, Winter’s kept you... Don’t waste your whole life trying To get back what was taken away! Oh, clouds of time Seem to rain on Innocence left behind... And it never goes away... It never goes away... Can you stay strong? Can you go on? Kristy are you doing okay? A rose that won’t bloom, Winter’s kept you... Don’t waste your whole life trying To get back what was taken away! Don’t waste your whole life trying To get back what was taken away! July 05 Notre Dame de Paris: Belle (Rus)Нотредам де Пари - Belle Свет озарил мою больную душу Нет, твой покой я страстью не нарушу Бред, полночный бред терзает сердце мне опять О, эсмеральда, я посмел тебя желать Мой тяжкий крест - уродства вечная печать Я состраданье за любовь готов принять Нет, горбун отвержен и с проклятьем на челе Я никогда не буду счастлив на земле И после смерти мне не обрести покой Я душу дьяволу продам за ночь с тобой Рай, обещают рай твои объятья Дай мне надежду, о, мое проклятье Знай, греховных мыслей мне сладка слепая власть Безумец прежде, я не знал, что значит страсть Распутной девкой словно бесом одержим Цыганка дерзкая мою сгубила жизнь Жаль, судьбы насмешкою я в рясу облачен На муки адские навеки обречен И после смерти мне не обрести покой Я душу дьяволу продам за ночь с тобой Сон, светлый счастья сон мой, Эсмеральда Стон, грешной страсти стон мой, Эсмеральда Он сорвался с губ и покатился камнем вниз Разбилось сердце белокурой Флер де Нис Святая дева, ты не в силах мне помочь Любви запретной не дано мне превозмочь Стой, не покидай меня, безумная мечта В раба мужчину превращает красота И после смерти мне не обрести покой Я душу дьяволу продам за ночь с тобой И днем и ночью лишь она передо мной И не мадонне я молюсь, а ей одной Стой, не покидай меня, безумная мечта В раба мужчину превращает красота И после смерти мне не обрести покой Я душу дьяволу продам за ночь с тобой За ночь с тобой June 30 Apple treeGirls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree The boys dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree June 28 Story of the day: Until the day I dieThis video belongs to theechupacabra900 Story of the Day: Until the Day I Die I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you As years go by I race the clock with you But if you died right now You know that I'd die too I'd die too You remind me of the times When I knew who I was (I was) But still the second hand will catch us Like it always does We'll make the same mistakes I'll take the fall for you I hope you need this now Cause I know I still do Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Should I bite my tongue? Until blood soaks my shirt We'll never fall apart Tell me why this hurts so much My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you But still we'll say, "remember when" Just like we always do Just like we always do Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Yeah I'd spill my heart!!! Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!! My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you We made the same mistakes Mistakes like friends do My hands are at your throat And I think I hate you We made the same mistakes Made the same mistakes Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) I'll spill my heart for you Until the day I die (Until the day I die) Until the day I die!!! June 18 Good Charlotte: EmotionlessGood Charlotte: Emotionless Hey, dad, I'm writing to you Not to tell you That I still hate you, Just to ask you: How you feel? And how we fell apart, How this fell apart... Are you happy out there, In this great wide world? Do you think about your sons, Do you miss your little girl? When you lay your head down, How do you sleep at night? Do you even wonder if we're alright? But we're alright, We're alright... It's been a long hard road without you by my side, Why weren't you there the nights that we cried? You broke my mother's heart, You broke your children for life... It's not ok, but we're alright... I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes, But those are just a long lost memory of mine... I spent so many years Learning how to survive, Now I'm writing just to let you know: I'm still alive... The days I spent, So cold, so hungry, Were full of hate... I was so angry... The scars run deep inside This tattooed body... There's things I'll take To my grave... But I'm ok, I'm ok... It's been a long hard road without you by my side, Why weren't you there the nights that we cried? You broke my mother's heart, You broke your children for life... It's not ok, but we're alright... I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes, But those are just a long lost memory of mine... I spent so many years Learning how to survive, Now I'm writing just to let you know: I'm still alive... And I'm still alive... Sometimes I forget... Yeah, and this time, I'll admit: That I miss you... Said I miss you... It's been a long hard road without you by my side, Why weren't you there the nights that we cried? You broke my mother's heart, You broke your children for life... It's not ok, but we're alright... I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes, But those are just a long lost memory of mine... Now I'm writing just to let you know: I'm still alive... And sometimes I forget... This time I'll admit: That I miss you... I miss you... Hey, dad... June 08 FM Static: TonightFM Static: Tonight I remember the times we spent together on those drives, We had a million questions all about our lives... And when we got to New York everything felt right, I wish you were here with me tonight... I remember the days we spent together were not enough, and it used to feel like dreamin', except we always woke up... Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much... Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up... And every night I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight... I remember the time you told me about when you were eight, And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait... I remember the car you were last seen in and the games we would play, All the times we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late... I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus, and how not to look back, even if no one believes us... When it hurt so bad sometimes not having you here... I sing, Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up... And every night I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight... I sing, Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up... And every night I miss you, I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight... May 15 Five minute poemHow could I ever hope to do All the things you expect me to do I'm not special, nor have I superpowers I'm a mere human, a weak girl no less White Moon sings in my ear As weird lights pierce me, emotions unclear Daylight? Nighttime? Home? Desert? Sometimes I wander if I deserve better
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